jealousy ♥

“Wake up, here I go, cram it all down my throat;
Stomach’s so full that I wish I could choke.
7am my head’s already in a spin;
As soon as I’m out that door, bam, it hits me like a ton of those red bricks.
Can’t dig myself out of this highest ditch.” - Simple Song, Miley Cyrus

Hurt;
And it won’t stop hurting.
Guilt;
Jealousy is supposed to be a sin.
Helplessness;
The feeling of having nothing and being no one.
Envy;
Wanting but never reaching that place everyone else seems to be.
Unfairness;
Shouldn’t have to feel this way.
Deep;
The feeling can’t be buried.
Constant;
One thing gone another thing to be jealous about.
Effort;
Tried and tried but it won’t go away.
Sadness;
The strong effect and pain it causes.
Stupid;
This should never be.
Weak;
Sorry and sorry again.